By Jan Finley
Life continues to rock and roll and this week was another one for the books.
Nothing catastrophic occured, it simply felt disorienting and a bit confusing,
laced with a few good laughs. I was irritated with myself and then irritated
at my judgment of myself.
While I was busy being irritated, I looked a fingernail this afternoon, one
that had a split a week or so ago, down low, where it would hurt if it caught
on something and tore. I trimmed as much as I could when it happened so
it wouldnât tear. Today I realized it had begun to grow out and was
balanced and looked right again. I felt a pull deep inside me and realized I
was being shown me. I am beginning to grow out and be balanced and
right again. Such a humble and quiet message that reached deep down
inside my heart and soul.
Being off balance is not the end of the world. Those days when you wake
up and feel askew seem to take on a Herculean weight sometimes. Today
was one of those for me. I felt wrong and sad and dark and I had no idea
why. I was just irritated.
This afternoon my fingernail very quietly showed me the way back to
myself. It reminded me that I am more than my irritation and that rocking
and rolling sometimes returns me home.
As I read in a book today, I am at a âbegin-againâ. Not a beginning, but that
moment when we decide to take that first, momentous step forward. I am
balancing and everything looks right again. There is indeed magic here.
And so I am told:
Balance is a tricky maneuver isnât it? Seems so simple: stand on two feet
and divide your weight between them. In truth, balance is anything but
simple, and it doesnât begin in your feet. It begins in your heart, that deep
place within you that speaks truth and lights the way.
As you humans shed the old, and the new begins to come alive, balance is
precarious, usually briefly, but often feels much worse than it really is. One
must simply remember to breath, to let go and trust that all is working
exactly as it should.
There is a continuous unsettled feeling in your world right now, in this
moment of time-space, and humans are learning to adapt and grow while
letting go of the old and out worn. It can be exhausting and create
uncertainty. You are shedding the outworn faster than ever before and you
must continue to do so, all of you.
My beautiful light beings, remember that every single thing begins in the
heart! Spend time becoming familiar with your heart space. Create a
sanctuary within your heart, so that when you lose your balance, your heart
will open the way forward for you.
Messages and guidance surround you, in every thing you experience and
observe. Open your Self to the wonder.