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I am feeling much better, but I have to say I have not been this far off the mark since 2012 and 2013, when I came withing inches of my transition. The excellent news is I am not in the least bit scared. But gosh I feel crappy. The doctor said it's not a flu, it's just a bad Upper Respiratory Infection. but the only time I have ever felt this awful was about 40 years ago when I had a flu that lasted 21 days. I was living alone at that time, in a 3rd floor walk up, and it's the first time I remember being fully conscious of angels taking care of me. Now, of course, they are everywhere, all the time.
With all this Uranus Eris energy flying around, it's hard to tell what's what. Earthquakes, volcanoes, flooding, many people dying or being badly injured, it's hard to tell which archetype is the most empowered right now. With each of us undergoing such major transmutation at the physical level, I personally would not rule any of them out.
I look around my personal space for answers. My house has progressed from the stripped down mess it was all weekend to the primed and ready state. It FEELS better, as I do, but it's not 100%, and neither am I.
Hanging in bed most of the day for the past few days, I've had access to more news than I care to acknowledge. But the news keeps the bigger picture in the frame of reference, at least that's how I'm looking at it.
Al the world changes are very much in alignment with how battered I feel from this "URI". Flu like symptoms are the first thing they say when they list the physical effects of the ascension. That is what I kept telling my Self when my kidneys were failing three years ago. That's not to say those weren't ascension symptoms, but one thing I learned is that in these very intensive energies, any weak spot in your body stand a chance of cracking, and it might need TLC.
Here's some good news... The Sun moves into Taurus today..That's going to help each and every one of us to feel more grounded again. At least for a moment... Venus, giving the Sun its disposition while in Taurus, will come together with Uranus and Eris this coming weekend. As my mother used to say, "There's no rest for the weary", though I don't know why she used to say that, she had it pretty good...
The intensive energies will start up again this coming Friday, but this time it's the heart that's involved. It's important to stay centered and peaceful. If I can do it, you can too. I don't remember being this uncomfortable for a long time. But hey, discomfort is just what it is. It is no thing.
“As human beings, not only do we seek resolution, but we also feel that we deserve resolution. However, not only do we not deserve resolution, we suffer from resolution. We don’t deserve resolution; we deserve something better than that. We deserve our birthright, which is the middle way, an open state of mind that can relax with paradox and ambiguity.”
- Pema Chödrön