
5-13-2019
Some of today’s number portals: 5:4:12 5:4:3 9:12 9:3
Number of the day: 12/3
The distilled number of the day;12/3 comes forward here… the same as the 12/3 of the year. We are moving into Spiritual Mastery at the applied Human level, faster than probably anyone knew we could. Though some days it doesn’t feel fast at all.
Time this month seems like a lot is trying to happen in the formative levels, like enough won’t be done quick enough, and at the place where potential translates to manifestation, things get tangled or thick.
A Lot IS happening but there’s so much High light pushing through physical channels that aren’t used to it… this rearranges our patterns at every step.
With all that’s trying to happen/in motion for deep change, the manifest result can seem too. darn. slow. But the change IS happening. LIght is infusing density, darkness is breaking up.
We’re seeing now how this happens when we include the roots… when we are cleaning up the residue of misaligned everything going all the way back. Big progress seems slow when we don’t leave anything out… any part of self, Human history, or our amazing beautiful Earth.
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5-12-2019
Starting with the day’s numbers: 5:3:3 5:3:12 8:12 8:3
Number of the day: 11
Today is my birthday and a 3:3 Stargate. Since this is the place in our Soular cycle when I came in, I am sensitized to the energetic atmosphere during this time. One thing that’s obvious, is that even the most familiar patterns are not as they were. They’re breaking up to reveal what was hidden, take us deeper into their design, then resurrect into new.
We’re also still integrating the work of April; now getting the benefits of our stronger internal structures. This allows us to travel High and Low, deep into Human far into cosmic, without losing balance or base.
There’s lots to orient to daily and even our stronger presence through rapid shifts is something to adjust to… this is the theme of today’s Stargate: wherever we look, we are there. That has never been so apparent.
If we find ourselves opposed to or avoidant of something, with a high emotional charge, then there’s likely something of us in what we don’t like, waving to get our attention. If we are neutral around our choices of what we engage or don’t, we may be more integrated in that area.
Even the idea of being integrated changes as we expand; as there are more aspects and bigger awareness to include. I spent a decade of my life working in the therapy world, so I know the vernacular. I will come forward and say that the common use of the word “integrated” is changing to mean Cosmos Embodied.
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5-11-2019
Today’s numbers: 5:11:12 5:11:3 7:12 7:3
Overall number for the day: 10 or 1h
Here we can see more into how much we have done, and what more we want to do… a fuller view. There are several possible perspectives for this. At least one may be critical, like a funhouse mirror stretching the view of how we could have been/done different/more/better. We know full well this doesn’t line up with our spiritual values, and any place where this view inserts itself still is a place to be curious about, buddhist style. Not to get stuck, but to do the thorough work of illuminating what has scared/confused Humans for so long.
Just showing up on Earth means that some part of us picks up the script that being harsh, negating, doubtful will somehow make us do/be better. We are ready to transcend this once and for all. But we won’t be beyond those traps until we have the Love view of why we fell for them to begin with. The wisdom we glean here inoculates us against having to loop back yet again… and makes us brighter Lights on the bridge to new.
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5-10-2019
The number portals: 5:10:12 5:10:3 6:12 6:3
Number of the day: 9
Today brings an influx of Christ LIght to surround and support our fast changing Humanity. The message from the numbers is, quite simply, there is so much Love for us here. Our consciousness shifts are showing us that it’s less what we’re doing, or how much we’re getting “done”, and more about: how much Love we are letting circulate through us as we do, move, think, act…. how much Love we express through what we’re doing. The thing we’re doing has value as a way to express Love. This will be challenged for us as it also moves to become more of reality.
Bottom line productivity is being replaced by our ability to translate Love into action and form. HOW we do that, how consistently we do it, and how much we let ourselves enjoy it is a big theme these days.
When we are agreeing to internal or external pressure to forgo our fullest Love quotient for the “stress mode” of doing things right or getting more done, we will now feel it more… and thankfully. These ideas aren’t new to us. What’s new is how fully and consciously we live them… without permission or apology, in every area of every thing, all the time. A memo for old “shoulds’: make room for the liberty of LOVE.
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