I am in the midst of traveling to Boston to attend services in Boston for the loss of my children’s grandmother – so the entries lately have been shortened.
As we enter May, the 5th month, it is hard to realize we are almost half way through this year which feels like it has just begun!!!! We welcome in May - another power-packed month in a power-packed year!!!
5 is the energy of freedom and in this year that has exceeded all our imaginings we can be sure that this month of May, this beautiful 5th month, will continue to assist us in leaving behind forever old patterns of self-doubt, self-limitation, feelings of being unlovable, feelings of being unworthy, patterns of worry, patterns of stress, automatic reactions to experiences, etc. etc. etc. May is offering us the energy to become free from separation. If you resonate with this exercise: make a list of everything you wish to become completely free of forever and each day work on releasing, transmuting, aligning, loving the wisdom these things have taught you, and freeing yourself from the separated beliefs these represent. The energies and focus of this month will be a powerful assistance to you in achieving freedom from separation.
I LOVE the number 5 and its energies and it excites me to speak about this magnificent number. 5 is the number of evolution – of creating as we go – of spontaneity which has its foundation in the deepest sense of self-trust and life-trust – of courageously embracing all stepping stones (even though fear may cloak them) with the deepest love of Self and of God, and knowing that each stepping stone will lead us to greater wisdom and a greater and more empowered identity. You’ve heard the saying “aging is not for whimps” well, the 5 energy is not for “whimps” – it requires courage; it requires learning wisdom by doing; it requires progression; it requires unwavering self-respect; it requires the willingness to evolve - it requires seeing what we could not see before – it requires that we be willing to hold, in complete non-judgment, this attitude of “I didn’t know before and now I know;” – it requires the compassion not to fault ourselves or anyone else for what we don’t know or they don’t know; it requires unity – it requires passion and commitment to our own unique journey while honoring each and every step that we create – it requires transforming the illusion of separation to the reality of oneness regardless of where our vision or attention lands – it requires seeing the “mirror” as a reflection of our vast and profound consciousness that shows us where we need alignment, understanding, wisdom, compassion, appreciation, honoring, unity, and unconditional love.
The 5 energy may appear to flit from one thing to the next as a butterfly moves from flower to flower (in 3D) but in actuality (in 5D), the 5’s vision is so vast and its capabilities are so complex that this energy is capable of engaging with and learning from multiple experiences all at the same time. The essence of the 5 energy is to be in touch with our heart, with our passion, and to move, act, choose, and create from that heart space.
So much of the “goal of the 5 energy” is to stretch and evolve our identity from limited beings to unlimited beings. That is why it pushes us, moves us, stretches us, and invites us, through our deepest heart’s desire, to go where we have not gone before. And it demands that we learn from “doing” not from something or from someone external to us. So the 5 energy asks us this month to stretch our identity of who we are and it requires we listen to our heart and make choices and take action based on our truth – based on our uniqueness – based on our love.
Cosmic Numerology for the year 2016
2016, a “9” year, is a year of completion – not just a completion of a cycle that began 8 years ago, but a humungous completion of a cycle that began thousands of years ago – a final letting go of separation. Yes, we all have been working towards this for so long, but this will be a “big” year - completely letting go of separation – decision time – whether to cling to old patterns of limitation, or whether to embrace your Divine Nature – embrace that everything in your visible world and your invisible world is you – profound and unlimited – a year to fully commit to love – it’s all God, it’s all love - this is the year to no longer fluctuate back and forth but a year to completely and permanently align with Love. This is the year to move into 5D permanently, completely, and with the deepest commitment of will to never doubt yourself again; to never judge yourself again; to never blame yourself again; etc. etc. And of course, when we no longer judge, criticize, doubt, and blame ourselves, we no longer judge anyone or anything, within or without.
The “9” energy brings both endings and birthing within its energy so be ready to engage with the process of letting go and possibly, in the next moment, embracing the excitement of new ideas, new dreams, new passions, and new opportunities. These new birthings may not have a manifested form yet, but they will be very real to you in the form of revelation, passion, and inspiration. They will begin to be noticed in the womb of your visions. Allow them to gestate.
The energies of 2016 cannot be put into the limitation of words – its vastness is too great. It is the ending and the beginning and everything in between – it is like the profound moment between breaths.
While one aspect of our journey may seem to be completed, a new step or beginning is right around the bend or over the horizon – in fact, we have already taken our next step. Our steps to expansion never end. This year will require patience with your journey, trust in self, trust in life, trust in God, and faith that regardless of what it looks like, every step is a blessing and a gift. We will need to stay immersed in our love this year.