Cosmic Numbers

Marie Desroches Cosmic Numbers







We end this last day of February with the energies of awakening, enlightenment, evolution, and expansion.  We are assisted in allowing all the boundaries and limitations of our ideas of our identity to expand, activate, and evolve.  Our beings are so at home in expansion now that our body will tell us whenever we are feeling any type of restriction or constriction and that is our opportunity to release and expand.



February Numerology

Welcome February!!!  Wow to say this year is intense is a supreme understatement!!!  We knew that 2018, a Master Energy Year, would be big, but this year truly is BIG !!!  And hold onto to your Heart because February will be HUGE!!!

February is a feminine month – a 2 month – and 2018 is an 11 and a 2 year.  That means February will be a “double 2” month due to the influence of 2018.  Double 2’s are BIG.  They indicate “coming together” and “pulling apart – finishing with something” – meaning that, depending on where we each are on our individual journey, we could experience either or both of these aspects.  If we step back to look at the big picture of how this month is assisting us on our journey, what we see is quite remarkable.

Our Inner Feminine nature is vast indeed and cannot be contained in a few paragraphs here.  May the words you read here trigger an inner remembrance, an opening to your own deeper discovery of your vast inner Feminine nature.   These words are the tip of the Divine Feminine that will assist us to open to her vast qualities of flexibility, mediation, incubation, holding and nurturing, fire, water, action, courage, openness, compassion, allowance, creativity, directing next steps, reaching a goal by meandering, birthing, profound unconditional love AND much more.

One thing for sure is that 2018, our current feminine year, has been, in part, about giving us experiences that are not necessarily what we would have chosen at first glance, but they have been experiences that are teaching us the powerful and constant quality of ALLOWANCE which is one of the major qualities of Divine Mother.  Just consider what a human mother allows – she allows her body to go through the pain of labor and childbirth in order to receive the gift of birthing, her precious child; she allows, in her deepest love, her children to grow and evolve each in their own individual ways knowing that everyone has the right to be who they uniquely are; she allows space and recognition for each one without playing favorites seeing and believing in their uniqueness and their endearing nature; she cherishes ALL of her children regardless of how they walk through life.

Now there is a fine line between allowance and empowered action/choice.  The Divine Feminine NEVER EVER allows abuse, belittling, disrespect, giving oneself away, manipulation, oppressiveness from another or oneself, judgments, ridicule, compromising ones truth, being taken advantage of, etc., etc.   Our heart tells us immediately “this is NOT allowed” and calls us into empowered choice and action.  The Divine Feminine allows WITHOUT JUDGMENT AND at the same times TAKES EMPOWERED ACTION when the heart calls such action forth.  That is just one of the many complexities of the Divine Feminine – she can hold, in her unlimited heart, the compassion that everyone is Divine playing out their role that is required to awaken and accelerate all of humanity, and also at the same time take empowered action to stop what does not align with freedom, respect, equality, health, fairness, abundance, joy, cherishing, love, etc.  This month we are learning how to hold BOTH allowance and empowered action within our heart without any form of judgment.  This is not easy, yet it is an aspect of our journey of stepping into and living from our Mastery.

Of course the Divine Feminine is much more than allowance and empowered action.  Her nature is complex and so vast.  This year and this month especially we will witness and experience opportunity after opportunity to engage with our inner Divine Feminine as we call forth her revelations of wisdom, truth, and unconditional love.  Our individual experiences will bring forth what is most appropriate for us to engage with.  This entire year is dedicated to understanding, discovering, engaging with, and owning our own inner Divine Feminine presence.

As we all know, the heart (feminine) leads the way – the heart (feminine) sets the course – the heart (feminine) shows us our next steps and her equal partner mind (masculine) makes her wishes happen.  This is the empowered partnership within us – feminine setting the direction and masculine making it happen – both equal and both necessary.  If we have an outdated idea of what the feminine is – if we don’t recognize her in her vast and varied qualities, how can we hear her direction?  How will we know when to take our next new step?   If we have a learned cultural vision or understanding of her nature, how can we recognize when she is telling us to take action?  So this entire year is filled with experience after experience for each of us to engage with and discern when our true feminine voice is speaking (either inner or external) or when a learned cultural belief that is being labelled as feminine is speaking.

Our life, our steps have been created perfectly for each one of us.  We all have this entire year and especially this month to engage in every way we can imagine – to engage with our inner Divine Feminine nature – to call forth revelations from our inner Feminine – to call forth insights from our inner Feminine – to ask for confirmation of a new understanding – to call forth alignment with our inner Feminine – to really recognize, honor, discover and engage with her many faces, voices, and expressions.  THIS IS our next step – understanding, engaging with, relating to, and owning our inner Divine Feminine.  This month will be powerful beyond words because we have “double feminine” energy to work with.   It is critical to our pathway to be able to recognize our inner feminine voice in her vastness and in her complexities so that we take the empowered next steps she reveals to us.

Cosmic Numerology for the year 2018

Happy New Year !!!  Today we enter a new vibration for 2018 – the energy of the 11/2 !!!!  There is much to discuss about this pivotal and most life changing year we are entering into today.  We have all been preparing so deeply for this year – especially since the eclipses of August all through the remainder of 2017.  Our inner work has been relentless, tiring, powerful, and so important in order for us to fully receive from and engage with this new year of 2018.  This is not only a 2 year, but it is also a master number 11 year and we are now ready for all this year is gifting us with.  I will discuss the qualities of both the 2 energy and the 11 energy because this year carries the vibration of both the 2 and the 11 energy.

2 is a feminine energy and therefore our inner and our external feminine nature will continue to develop and express in empowered ways all year long.    2017 was a masculine energy year and last year we witnessed the dismantling of the “separated” masculine energy AND the rise of the higher frequency and balanced and empowered masculine energy.   Just one example of the empowered balanced masculine energy was how there was immediate firing of high ranking men in the entertainment, government, and health fields after the “silence breakers” spoke – this immediate action of firing these seemingly powerful men was indeed the empowered Divine Masculine principle emerging.  This year, 2018, we are moving toward maintaining a perfectly balanced inner and outer masculine/feminine partnership and this began in earnest last year and will continue fully this year.  To create our new world we must have a perfectly balanced masculine/feminine partnership.  They are both equal and vital within ourselves in order to create the new we are all building together.

We have spoken about the feminine qualities in great length so I will just summarize them here.  They are: flexibility, allowance, compassion, mediation, partnership, nurturing, holding, birthing, all inclusiveness, openness, receptivity, courage, powerful intuition, knowingness, and unconditional love.  This year we will have the opportunities to engage with, strengthen, and build these qualities within ourselves.  We will have the opportunity to develop, demonstrate, and use these powerful gifts in an empowered way.  In 2017, we transmuted the separated and unempowered aspects of our masculine side by developing our strength, our uniqueness, our individuality, our willingness and courage to express from our truth (the silence breakers demonstrated powerful masculine qualities to come forward and honor their feminine side).  This year, 2018, we have the opportunity to marry these now balanced and ready parts of self – our inner empowered feminine with our inner empowered masculine.  This alchemical process will be sacred, unique, and delicate for each one of us.  These two aspects of self, in a balanced and powerful partnership are now ready to create the new earth that will be ready to be birthed in 2019 and 2020.  So this year will also be an incubation year – a year pregnant with the potential that will be birthed in 2019 and 2020.

In addition to that which I have discussed above – 2018 is a master number year of 11.  Every “2” year is not a master number year so it’s not like we get this master number year every 9 years.  This master number year of 2018 comes to us as a powerful powerful opportunity to use the accelerated energies, codes, activations that are being gifted to us this year to transmute, to release, and to align ALL that is preventing us from living 100% of every now moment fully in our True Unlimited Self.  We are not working toward enlightenment, it is here, now, and ready for us to realize.  We have been “working toward” our enlightenment for so many lifetimes, and it is a subtle pattern within in many of us and this subtle pattern has to go.  We are there now !!!  Own it!!! Claim it !!! Remember the month of November 2017 ???  That was a master number 11 month.  2018 will carry a similar intensity wherever we have the slightest pattern of separation.  So anything having to do with our relationship with self, with our relationship with our body, with our relationship with others, with our relationship with our earth, our relationship with the planets, etc. that needs transmutation or attention or balancing or healing or acknowledgement will be in our faces to attend to in 2018.

We cannot move into the birthing of our new world if we carry within us any unresolved relationship issues so this year any and all relationship issues will come up for our loving healing embrace through our revelations, through our inspiration, through clarity, with insight into solutions, with understandings, and with powerful alchemical shifting – this will be our focus during 2018.  The master energies of the 11 bring forth a heightened focus so that we can FEEL the illusion and FEEL the separation sufficiently within us and with enough frustration to push us into calling forth a greater truth that will replace or dissolve the illusion.  These intense experiences are coming forth for each of us because there is a Truth missing that we each need to reveal to ourselves and once we SEE the Truth, ALL illusion falls away.  That is the point and the purpose of the intense energies of this master number 11.  It will meet each of us were we are – it will bring up for each of us anything that is required by the God within each of us in order for us to truly and freely live, know, and BE the unlimited God that we each are.  And once we find the missing truth in each situation, then we are done with it forever and we move into the all powerful, unlimited, unconditional LOVE that is our true identity.  Happy New Year!!!

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