2019 Taurus Full Moon

Vivian SmallMoon Report

12 November 2019

Full Moon 19 Taurus 51

08:33 am EST

We have just completed the journey from the Scorpio New Moon, where we used the highest vision available to us to start a new manifestation cycle. We may have experienced something come to an end or saw anew the continuous play of duality: dark and light, here and there, far and near, now and then, etc. The Scorpio part of our Consciousness takes us to the point where we can recognize our deepest feelings, and how we manifest these through our subconsciousness, either knowingly in the moment or not. Our feelings all move from our core subconsciousness and we are either aware of them as they rise, or gain knowledge after the feelings are expressed. It is ironic that the mode is not inherently “better” than another, although we all seek one that makes us feel good.
It is worth exploring Scorpio a bit more as the New Moon was probably intense. Once we start the process of self-realization, we become aware of our feelings and how they create experiences with other people. We begin to understand the experience of Love, and consequently seek it out in all aspects of our lives. Scorpio reminds us that life on Earth is inherently karmic and we can change our experience with joy and pain depending on our awareness. However, the process of doing so will be uncomfortable some of the time, and Scorpio helps us go through this by showing us the difference transformation makes. All transformations require a thorough experience that requires a beginning, middle, and end. It is like the process of making ice…water needs certain conditions to transform into ice, and then ice needs warmth to melt back into water. Scorpio and Taurus form a polarity, where, in Cosmic Consciousness, Taurus is where we gain access to our Super Consciousness by listening to our inner guidance. This Taurus Full Moon brings us to the fruition of what we initiated during the New Moon.
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The Full Moon is at 20 Taurus, the quality in our Consciousness where we find and learn to trust our inner voice. We might hear this as first our imagination, or as that quiet voice we hear when we are completely relaxed, or as the channel of information that is wordless and soundless –our deepest knowing self. The Full Moon is disposed by Venus (how we love) and the Venusian archetype helps us recognize beauty in all its forms.
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Venus at 13 Sagittarius is conjunct the Great Attractor black hole. This creates incredible magnetic energy affecting our emotions and what we really care about during this Full Moon. Everything that manifested during the Scorpio New Moon will come into acute focus. This will probably be a mixed bag – because drawing from our deepest well yields the purest feelings of all – and as they travel up can drag in things we may not have expected. The magnetism of the Great Attractor means that if anything is going to stick, it will.
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The Moon is conjunct Vesta (where we find devotion) at 20 Taurus and is travelling with Uranus (where we awaken). We can expect to have greater insight into the things we really care about or even a startling realization about these things. All flowers have a life cycle, so whether we are calm, neutral or upset about what comes up, the important thing to remember is that all of this is for us and that everything passes in its time.
The Full Moon is conjunct by Sedna, at 28 Taurus, where we learn to recognize and trust that the wisdom of the ages actually resides within our intuition. We always need to keep in mind that the solar system is a projection of our Super Consciousness. Sedna has an 11,000-year orbit and contains all the experience of our solar system. Through Sedna, we can tune in to all the accumulated experience of Earth, from when Earth came into form to now.
The Moon is in intimacy (semi-sextile) with Eris at 24 Aries. Eris is our inner disrupter, so it is important to let the experience of Erissian emotional energy come and go, as things come up. The archetype of Eris is to help us continually move forward, by pushing us from our comfort zone. When we feel this disruption, of course, the best thing is to take the feeling by the hand and invite it into the conversation. Since Sedna and Uranus are also involved, we can expect the most distant issue to feel all of a suddenly very up close and personal. In resource (sextile) to the Moon is the Fixed Star Sirius at 14 Cancer, which means that anything that needs attention or is irritating is informed by the ageless wisdom that we attribute to anyone with true mastery.
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The Moon is part of a Grand Earth Manifestation (trine), formed with Saturn (where we access inner authority) at 16 Capricorn, and Chariklo (where we stabilize) and Pluto (where we transform) at 21 Capricorn. We have the opportunity to transform the authority we give to our deepest inner voice and elevate it above any worry or anxiety we may have about telling the truth about how we feel. Forming the third leg of the manifestation is Orcus (where we discover our true nature) at 12 Virgo. It is crucially important to allow ourselves to stand in the Truth of who we are. We are pure Consciousness, living in a 3D existence to have the experience of duality. The only real thing we can experience is Love. The rest are feelings that are designed to remind us of this Truth. And they pass through us quickly, unless we are not finished with it and we continue to hold onto it.
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The Full Moon is formed by a bridge with the Sun at 20 Scorpio, which has moved out of the via combusta zone of 15- Libra to 15 Scorpio, reducing the intensity of the past few weeks, and with Mercury at 18 Scorpio. The day before the Full Moon, November 11, Mercury transits across the Sun, we can expect the truth to be revealed about things that we may have been holding close to our chests. The main challenge is not to blurt out this truth but to discern the situation and then respond. Mercury is retrograde, so anything we experience needs to be processed as a reflection of something we need to resolve within ourSelves first.
There are two Grand Power intersections (cardinal T-square) providing a dynamic environment where all action is supported. The first is formed of the Soul Star (Moon’s North Node-the dharma we aim for) at 9 Cancer in a bridge with the Earth Star (Moon’s South Node-the karma we work with) at 9 Capricorn. All around the world, the human collective is making peace with the fear- and Love-based Mother and Father archetypes. Creating the intersection is the stepping stone (square) with MakeMake (where we recognize Universal Laws) at 6 Libra. We are experiencing a giant transformation in how we believe humans should be nurtured and how human society should be organized. The path forward is through our Aries quality of Consciousness by activating a new idea that lights up the darkness.
The second intersection is formed by Eris bridging with the Fixed Star Arcturus (scientific and technological innovation) at 24 Libra to solve the physical problems we face. Creating the intersection is Pluto at 21 Capricorn; transformation is possible once we accept that everything has to change form. The release point is through Cancer, where we nurture everything as a beloved child. 
“For the first time in my life I saw the truth as it is set into song by so many poets, proclaimed as the final wisdom by so many thinkers. The truth – that Love is the ultimate and highest goal to which man can aspire. Then I grasped the meaning of the greatest secret that human poetry and human thought and belief have to impart: The salvation of man is through love and in love.”  
Viktor E. Frankl, Man’s Search for Meaning
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Please read Stephanie Azaria’s blogs and Shelly Leal’s monthly report for a complete description of all the aspects occurring during this Full Moon. Comments can be sent to viviansmall2017@gmail.com